Miss you

I've been thinking about this for so long,
Just never brought myself to admit it
Made myself believe that this feeling isn't true
Believe that it's all good
Believe that we're still something
For so long until today
I don't know if you're angry
Don't know if you're just bored
Maybe you need someone new
Maybe this someone new is whats keeping you away
Maybe it's just me
Maybe im just being paranoid
Maybe it's true
What are you avoiding
Or you really are just busy
Talk to me
Call me
Invite me in
Why is it this way
Why does it have to be
Have you given up
Is there any anger
Hatred
What is it?
I'm trying to let it be
Trying so hard to forget it
Not to let it bother me
To let you not stress me
Thinking of the happy times
How we were together
All the love and closeness.....
Wish I could change things
Wish things could change
Wish things could be the same
I miss you so much
Too much